It has been way too long since I last wrote. I don't have the greatest excuse except for lazyness??? I have been struggling trying to figure out where the heck I am going and what I am doing with my life. I am guessing that this is common amongst us humans!! My big questions are due to the fact that I have been off of work and then let go of work because of my disability (stage 4 cancer) and have gone from a very crazy job to nothing and that is really hard to adjust. Let me just say I am enjoying my new found freedom from the constant crazyness but I have yet to find exactly what I am supposed to be doing! It is amazing to me that you can still make yourself stressed because of doing no work and that is exactly what I am doing!! I am trying a new treatment and it is a bit stressful for me as it is doing something I thought I would never do. Lets just say it is a plant therapy and it can "cure" my cancer. However, I have to deal with my own mental issues with this therapy. It is simple and easy to take unlike the mistletoe that has to be injected. I am working on it one day at a time!!
I look back at the last year and a half and see how far I have come and the huge changes I have made to my life and I am a bit shocked and proud and excited about what comes next. It is by looking back sometimes that we see what has occurred and how much we have actually moved forward! I will continue to the plant therapy and I will go into remission because I will. I know I am well. My mantra is I am healthy, vital and strong and I believe this 100% and will continue to believe this because I believe my body can and will heal itself if I remain positive and forward looking. I continue to look at what I am going to do next and what that will lead to and I am excited and eager with anticipation of what comes next! There is so much I have not done yet and I believe that God has a plan for me because I wouldn't be going through these struggles without something really cool coming next!!
Today I want you to look back at this last year and see what you have to be proud of and what you can be grateful for. You have come really far and should be congratulated on your success! If this last year doesn't look so bright...now you can change that!! Either way you have the choice to change! Make it happen!
Happy Halloween! Enjoy this beautiful day!
Peace and much love,